My name is Ellie. This is my personal account, meaning I won't be reblogging anything. Everything posted on this account is mine. :)
1. Did you wake up cranky?
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
-Girls, I guess. Guys are never “just friends” with me.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
-I do it daily.
5. Can you commit to one person?
-At this point in time… I don’t know. I don’t want a relationship anymore. So fuck it. I mean, if I were in a relationship I would be faithful. But I just don’t want that.
6. How do you look right now?
-I look fuckin rough.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
-Plaid pajama pants, a sports bra & a sweat shirt.
8. How often do you listen to music?
-Damn near 24/7.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014?
-I hope so.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
-I’d be a little bummed.
13. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
-I’m gettin better at it.
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
-Of course I do.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
17. When was the last time you cried?
-Yesterday morning? I don’t really remember.
18. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
-Of course. Almost always.
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
20. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
-Go to the psychologist.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
-I gotta go straighten my hair… But I’m feelin too lazy.
22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
23. Are you nice to everyone?
-I try to be.
24. What are you sitting on right now?
-A spinny chair! :)
25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
-My mom I think.
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
-Nah. Skinny jeans. Hah.
30. Does anyone hate you?
31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
-My dad & brother.
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
-They’re my favorite.
33. Are you a jealous person?
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
-2005. I woulda never met him if that year didn’t exist.
35. Did you have a dream last night?
-Yeah. Fuckin crazy shit.
36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
-My mom & Samantha.
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
-Most people are asleep. So probably not.
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
42. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
-Nope! :) It’s SO MUCH BETTER!
43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
-We’d probably be smokin a cigarette & havin a deep conversation. I love that girl. :)
44. What’s the best part about school?
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
48. Were you single over the last summer?
-For the majority of it, thankfully.
49. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
-Straightenin my hair.
50. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
My heart hasn’t pounded like this in the longest time.@1 month ago with 1 note
1.Kissed a girl?
2.Kissed a boy?
3.Had sex in public?
4.What’s your religion?
5.What does your URL mean?
-I really adore Ophelia from Hamlet. And her death was a huge role in Hamlet. So… There you go. AND, I was very much considering suicide as an option when I created this account. And I’ve always felt very connected to Ophelia’s character.
6.Reason you joined tumblr?
-Because I just wanted to see what everyone was talking about. SO GLAD I DID!
7.Do you have any nicknames?
Ellie actually is my nickname… Haha. :)
8.Do you like bubble bath?
-Oh, yes. Very relaxing.
9.Kissed in the rain?
-FOREVER ago. I mean, it’s been at least 5 years.
10.Dyed your hair?
11.Soup or salad?
-Currently? Soup. My throat hurts.
12.Vegetable or meat?
13.Go out drinking?
-I’d prefer to stay in & drink.
16.Do any hard drugs?
17.Have you had sex today?
18.Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
-A long time ago.
19.The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
20.Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
-That is my most received (and most appreciated) compliment! :) Haha.
21.Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
22.Tried to commit suicide?
23.The last time you felt broken?
-Mmm… Right meow.
24.Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
25.Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
26.Do you have Long hair OR short hair?
-It’s medium length, I guess. Short for me though!
27.First thing you notice to a guy/girl?
-Typically their eyes.
28.Do you sing in the shower?
29.Do you dance in the car?
30.Where were you yesterday?
-I was at home.
31.Ever used a bow and arrow?
-NO! But daddy’s about to teach me. :)
32.Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
33.Do you think musicals are cheesy?
-No! I’m a music dork!
34.Is Christmas stressful?
35.Favorite type of fruit pie?
-I can’t have pie… Gluten allergy :(
36.Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
-A veterinarian or a kindergarten teacher… Funny, I’m about to go to school to become a Veterinary Technician.
37.Do you believe in ghosts?
38.Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
39.Take a vitamin daily?
41.Wear a bath robe?
42.What do you wear to bed?
-Underwear & an oversize t-shirt.
43.Do you want to get married?
44.Can you curl your tongue?
45.How many relationships have you had?
-Serious relationships? Probably around 5.
46.How can I win your heart?
-Look-wise… I’m a sucker for brown eyes, short hair, BEARDS, tattoos, muscular arms, and decent teeth. :) Oral hygiene is a big deal to me.
-Personality-wise… Be a good person. For the love of God… It’s not hard to do! Good sense of humor is SUPER important. Being accepting, caring, nurturing & understanding is important… Outgoing is usually somewhat of a plus, because it helps me get out of my comfort zone. And, I like to be taken care of… So back to the nurturing thing… SUPER important.
47.what makes a great relationship?
-I feel like mutual feelings… TRULY mutual feelings… make for a wonderful relationship. And when equal amounts of effort are put into the relationship. And good sex ;) Just sayin!
48.Shy OR open?
-Hmm… Open. I’m not much of a prying person.
50.Religious OR non-religious?
-It doesn’t matter as long as they’re accepting of the fact that I’ve become more religious & I attend church every Sunday… Don’t shove your beliefs down my throat & we’re on good terms. :)
51.Caring OR non-restricting of you?
52.Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
-Non-straight edge? But ZERO drugs. Including weed.
53.Piercings OR no piercings?
-I’m not a huge fan of piercings… But I wouldn’t flat out say that’s a deal breaker.
54.Tattoos OR no tattoos?
-I prefer tattoos! :) But once again, nothing physical is a deal breaker. Except bad breath.
55.Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
-Gah! Quiet stay-at-home type, if I HAD to choose. Just because that’s how I am. :) Haha.
I’ve been waking up lately only to feel my heart so fucking full of pain.
And I can’t even cry.
I’m sure that’s just the Prozac.
But still… I’m just in so much pain.
I want to be able to fucking have feelings for someone again.
My heart is turned to fucking ice.
I can’t stand it.
THIS ISN’T ME.@2 months ago with 3 notes